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hi so im updating wierd i know umm my birthday show was soooooo much fun minus the fact of ppl that i really care about not being there but otherwise it was an awesome time.... umm sunday was my birthday i got money from my rents umm clothes and giftcards from sister and blake money from nat... kevin got me an ipod the car adapter and this awesome thing that i put my ipod in and can listen to it like a radio...... and he sent a dozen red roses to my house <3 i got my car its a 1999 honda accord its cool put stuff in it... kevins sister is getting me a decal for it its gonna look soo cute!!... um watelse is new i got my license its cool i love driving alone it relaxing umm yea thats about it
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[16 Aug 2006|09:42am] |
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hey guys just at work bored so im gonna update :-) my bday is coming i cant wait!!!!!!!! so getting a car this week hopefully i found a passat that i really like and its not expensive 2001 7300 not a bad price few scratchs but idc its a car..my dads going to go show my mom it today and hopefully put a payment on it of some kind so i can call it mine soon lol... i really need it so i can learn to park with it...if i get it ill take pics and show u guys whoever still reads this lol.... sept 3 remember it bday lol lots of presents....kevin got me mine already i wanna know !!!!! hes had it planned for like 3 months already what he is getting me i want it and he wont give me any clues sucks but he needs my car for a day so its got something to do with that....umm whatelse is good works ok im liking it work with awesome ppl...family is ok getting there with shit problems here and there but whos family doesnt have problems right. things with me and kev are going amazing i love him so much he its truely my soulmate we plan on getting married when im done with college he will have his own salon by then hopefully..its crazy to think that we have been together for almost a year already doesnt seem it at all...umm so i think thats about it... ill prob update after my birthday or something..
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[11 Jul 2006|10:50am] |
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ok so been awhile i know im a slacker.... so summer began its boring as hell the weather sucks too its all humid and rainy sucks and im white as a ghost!!..... school ended good got 2nd honors senior finally then im out of there.. me and my sister dont get along to well anymore sucks but w.e it will pass... i got a job well tech 2.. one is i work for njshows now doing promotion and all the stuff online.. and second is i work for loudmerch.. its pretty cool i work 9-5 mon-fri i do random stuff around the place getting good money too lol first check friday woohoo... me and kevin are doing very well we just celebrated are 6 months almost 2 weeks ago... very nice i love him so much he is the best thing to happen to me... i dont think ive ever been happier.. um so what else is there to say i get my license in 60 some days woohoo umm so yea ill try my hardest to keep up with this for anyone who reads it
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heyy ppls well havent updated in a long time zuzanna told me i never update so im doing it lol :-)
soo alot has changed in my life in the last few months....
xmas sucked soo much i got a few shirts and giftcards and kevin got me a digital camera :-) i was soooo happy... i got him eyore blanket and paper pen and necklace and 5 drew barrymore movies and something else for his bday lol....
new years was the best ive ever had.....
we all went to ricks house all of r friends were there minus nick and fran those fuckers were in the bahamas lucky lol oh well...
everyone was wasted off there ass
got my first midnight kiss :-D lol
theres pics on my myspace
kevin also asked me to be his girlfriend hehe i was soo happy
then we all went to bed at like 6 lol the night convo was the best lol
next day we went to ihop bad idea we all were hungover and just stared at are food lol
went to kevins took a nap there he was so sick u couldnt even touch his stomach
so that was my holiday
ummmm watelse
school good friends are good family ehh not so good but w.e
im on and off fighting with my sister i told her to stay out of my life
shes changed sooo much since she started to date her boyfriend everyones noticed
and its not for the better but w.e her choice not mine
ok well umm i think thats about it
today i think i might go out with kevin somewhere or stay home depends on wat hes doing yupyup
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im in love !!!!! <3
finally i found someone that makes me soooooo happy i truely love him he means the world... so many ppl thought it was weird that we got together but thats wats so fun about it.and i know he loves me just by all the things hes done in his life for me........ i want to stay like this forever... i havent cried in like a month and ive never smiled so much <3.... i cant wait to call him mine offically
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so yea school school umm had a 3 day weekend friday mall with nat then went out to wat with her and her mom sat sucked bad day to start with then it rained drove with my mom bad idea lol then hung out with my friend drove around stopped by nats went home yesterday went to the medival times cluv night that was good sooo many sm pplz and um today nothing just sat home and rested so yea this week is gonna be short school tomorrow wed psat's thursday school friday school then party ??? nats mom told her she has to hang out with me and sleep over hahah then sat idk yet or sunday so yaaaaa im boring i know but i felt like updating :-D
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The lights caught my eyes as I walked down the street
I stepped into the bar with an itch on my meat
Honeys to my left; honeys to my right
The fire in my pants was aching to ignite
I sat down at the bar and ordered a drink
When she sat next to me and gave me the wink
I turned towards her and looked her in the eye
"Babii sugar honey mama, you're so fly"
She said "Sugah, I think I know you from myspace,
so hows about you fine mamajama come over my place"
Her name was unknown, her fly was unzipped
My mouth screamed yes, and my heartbeat skipped
Her house reaked of garlic, her sheets of bengay
Her pink pearl thong was so cliche
"I'll show you some pearls" I quickly shrieked
as I tore down her panties and took a peak
Her crotch smelt like the greasy spoon
as I thought intensively "where is her poon?"
She giggled and gauked as I stared in shock
At the purply permanent cock block
She yelled "BABY SUGAH! I AIN'T GOT ALL NIGHT!"
So I jabbed it in and boy, was it tight
"HARDER HARDER!" as I struggled to push
"Ew, this bitch didn't wax her bush"
She clenched to my arms as I started to buck
I attempted to pull out when I realized I was stuck
The ambulance pulled up about 20 minutes later
With my snake still jabbed in the tiny crater
They cut me loose and I ran out the door
That's the last time I pick up a myspace slore
hahahhahahah gina gave me that its soo funny
ok so anyway the bday show was soo fun dinner after was the best school sucks i hate it already i hvae like no classes with ppl i really talk to i want it to be june lol ummm nats party was fun danced alot with zuzzy E> ummmm im doing soccer stats for the boys pretty cool i get a letter out of it im happy ummmmmmm thats about it i need plans for the weekend sooo yea
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hey well this week has been hell so much shit to do for my party well its this sunday i feel like i should be more excited but im not lol at least today i got a break bc aileen came over todaywith her baby omg its sooo cute i give her alot of credit 16 with a 3 month old i couldnt do it i dont know how she is but it was sooo nice to see her she looks soo happy and her daughter has soo much love wow its amazing to think im having a sweet 16 while shes a mother wow.. well so yea thats about it my birthday is next sat im having a show at the lyndhurst kof so u better go the line up is kevin patrick verona fair avenge amber linnea the consequence hometown anthem and a true story so come out it will be great and if u wanna bring presents ur more then welcome to :-D lol
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I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with.........
because of you by kelly clarkson
thats my life in a song
filled with tears and sadness
just looking for one moment
on happiness
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[17 Aug 2005|09:42am] |
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This is what I don't understand. Men sit and question and whine that girls are only attracted to the mean guys, the guys who berate them and belittle them and don't appreciate them and don't want them; who use them for sex and think of little else than where their next conquest will be made. Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mindgames, that girls love to keep them hanging. Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call... and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the "stalker chick" you'd met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth? And would you, or would you not, refuse to make plans with her, speak with her, see her again, and once again return to the bar or club or party scene and search once more for this "nice girl" who you just cannot seem to find? Because therein lies the truth, guys: we nice girls are everywhere. But you're not looking for a nice girl. You're not looking for someone genuinely interested in your intermural basketball game, or your anatomy midterm grade, or that argument you keep having with your father; you're looking for a quick fix, a night when you can pretend to have a connection with another human being which is just as disposable as the condom you were using during it.So don't say you're on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won't answer your catcalls, sometimes you're looking at a nice girl in whore's clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we're all thinking the same thing: "This isn't me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be wearing a teeshirt and flannel shorts, I'll have slept alone and I'll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me." You never do. Why? Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don't want the nice girl.. so don't say you're looking for a relationship: relationships take time and energy and intent, three things we're willing to extend - - but in return, we're looking for compassion and loyalty and trust, three things you never seem willing to express. Maybe nice guys finish last, but in the race they're running they're chasing after the whores and the sluts and the easy-targets... the nice girls are waiting at the finish line with water and towels and a congradulatory hug (and yes, if she's a nice girl and she likes you, the sweatiness probably won't matter), hoping against hope that maybe you'll realize that they're the ones that you want at the end of that silly race.So maybe it won't last forever. Maybe some of those guys in that race will turn in their running shoes and make their way to the concession stand where we're waiting; however, until that happens, we still have each other, that silly race to watch, and all the chocolate we can eat (because what's a concession stand at a race without some chocolate?)
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To all the girls out there with the guys that don’t treat you with respect, that don’t listen to you, and that don’t care about you I say this; look next to you. The guy that has been standing next to you the whole time is the guy you have been looking for. He is what you want your asshole to be like. He knows more about you than you know about yourself… because he has listened to it all. The end
i stole this from sean
he put into words what i couldnt
jsut put this is a girl form talking to a guy !!!
THANK U SEAN <333333333333333333
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ok so its 5:09 am when i am writting this im at nats house and i just cant sleep y idk......so since nat is still sleeping and we have to wake up early to leave for wildwood i figured not wake her and type in here..... so ya this summer is almost over and im happy yet sad to see it go...... happy b/c all the drama of the summer can be forgotten with the summer nights and sad b/c who wants to go back to school lol...... i have to say this summer wasnt the best.....it went to fast and i didnt enjoy all the tears it brought ........... i think i cried more this summer then i did in a whole year..... and i dont think i would have gotten through with it if it wasnt for my friends ( nat esp.) they would sit and listen to me cry for hours on the phone or try and take me out the cheer me up and i thank them for that......it also wasnt the best b/c not much happened i was home more then i was out and we all know that isnt fun at all.... i really wanted to change myself for the better this summer and try to open up more but i still cant do that ugh :-/.....i wanted to try and become more out going and not shy but ya i still am and i hate it b/c i know i cant go anywhere in life being like that....i did share my feelings towards others but ofcourse that didnt go well and i wish i would have never done it and kept it to myself b/c now i feel the friendship isnt as close :-( thats one huge thing i regret........ i also lost a good friend this summer ( no not death) just backstabbing.... and i know she wants to try and be friends again and dont get me wrong i wanna be friends again but a part of me just cant forgive her....and i know if i become friends with her again im gonna be walking on pins and needles around her and not gonna be able to be as open and share things with her anymore and it sucks b/c i used to be able to and i know im not gonna trust her either and i hste that b/c i am gonna feel nervous around her now......so anyways i went to a palm reader and she told my y i have such bad luck and im not happy and what she told me is true and i hate my grandmother (dads side) for doing what she did b/c by her doing what she did it came upon me....how can one do that to ur own grandchild it makes me sick.....and now my mother doesnt even want me around her and i dont want to be around her how sad is that my own grandmother.... i dont even want to give her a candle at my sweet 16 but i have to.....yea so hopefully my party will be fun i still have so much to do and so little time :-/.......ok so now the sun is starting to come up i and see it through nats window and i think im gonna go watch tv..... i think this is my first REAL entry and was sucks is no one gonna read it oh well........
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A guy wrote this in his myspace. I'm glad a guy finally was thinking and realized how girls feel.Read it, its very true.
Stop being so hard on yourselves. I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... becaues it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, huge boobs, round ass, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get some, but because you know they like to hear them. In short... we need to grow up and stop being dicks... just because we have them doesn't mean we need to think with them.
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so umm yeaaa tonight was jackies party had fun danced my ass off lol chelsea like grabing my put b/c it giggled hahah oh i love her <3 um yea jackie looked soo cute <3 and her broken ankle hahaha..................................so yea im going to back wildwood heheheeh i love it nats mom is gonna take us probl wed to sunday ahh yes praying we do ok so um yea like anyones reads this
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UPDATE!
DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA!!!!!!!
went to the show sat didnt have much fun more DRAMA!!!!!!!1
went sunday to the washington township show saw soo many old friends
i cant wait or wildwood
11 days till that with NAT and STEPH i cant wait to see everyone and its gonna be soo hott!!!!!!!!!!
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hey ppl at nats right now sleeping over were going to the fair anyone who reads this and want to come please feel free if u wanna im me my sn is on my myspace just get it there.....so summer so far sucks nothing good has happened..... it just started of by losing one of my best friends annette and the guy i liked alex.... ya still bothers me she can have him theres more guys out there im just pissed at her going behind my back ugh soo anyways been chilling with nat and her boyfriend alberto yea bothers me alittle b/c ive ALWAYS been a 3rd wheel but what can i do thats the hand i was delt.......been to a few shows with megan those r always fun shes in fl right now........ so yea i gotta start planning my sweet 16 still thinking about a few ppl to invite wanna come let me know lol i know im having it at my hosue b.c its cheaper and i can invite more friends ummmmmm so yea thats about it nothing good summer sucks im waiting for the fun to start :'( i just cant wait to go to wildwood with nat and steph and get away from all the shit up here just go down the shore and have fun on the beach and staying up till 4 am hanging out with ppl ill meet ugh cant wait only 30days 17 hours and 46 min lol i have it counted down on my phone
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hey guys in comp class havent updated in awhile ive been good umm nothing has really happened really boring life. comp class is ok its my last full day of school all the rest of the week are finals JOY!!!!!!! lol i hope i do well *crosses finger* lol umm soo yea doing nothing listening to ats i was soo pissed that i couldnt go to the show sat and the show at sm go cancelled :'( o0o well sooooooooooo stayed home all weekend no plans wanted to hang out with alex sat but nope no where to be found idk i feel used by him idk what else is new thats all guys do to me is use me ughh!!!!!!! hate it!!!!!! ok well gotta go bells gonna ring
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